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Listening to: Withing Temptation - Stand My Ground, In Flames - Only for the Weak, I like you better Dead and Dead Alone, and Soilwork - As we Speak and Song of the Damed

Reading: Nothing right now... Maybe gonna read the "Cirkus the Freak" again (dun remember the spelling... ^^')

Well, this ain't gonna be a good christmas if Tessan dun understand that she's to afraid to do ANYTHING!! Now she doesn't wanna be with me in school if I'm gonna use purple lipstick (know that a lot of people think that's ugleh... But I dun wanna be like other people, I don't feel well when I'm not myself... And the real me is the person who don't do what other people do)... I know you don't like make up, Anyel, but I'm tiered of people telling me what to do, I wanna do the right opposit of it! Like "Just use pink lipstick", I'm using purple, and want a black one... And "Pink, orange and limegreen is cool colousr, use clothes with this colousr" I use almost just black, darkpurple and darkred clothes.. Though I have to where other clotes untill my mother get that I dun like 'em... The clothes, not my parants! I luff meh parants! And "listen to "Raymond och Maria" and "the-new-band-that-is-so-for-real-wannab es"", I listen to rock, hardrock and so on... And you're not a good friend if you dun accept that... Bu I KNOW you're a good friend! Luff ya Anyel! Don't make me disapointed (sp?), cause I know you dun like all the thigs I where and stuff, and I accept that, but you have to accept me as I am to! *prayes to god that you will* Otherwice my 's gonna brake! I can't ever belive that I'm THAT bad at choosing friends! I wouldn't be able to do ANYTHING no longer... I haven't lost my heart because I think goths, vampires and darkelves are cool and wanna be something like them! I'm still the same person on the inside, just that I dun care what other people think anymore... Well, at least the people I dont know, but my friends matters to me a lot! More than I really show them, I know it might dun seem like you all matter for me sometimes, but you really DO! I luff you so much I dun know that I'd do without you! I feel like crying now... And I cant put my finger on WHAT, but I guess it's that I feel like Tessan is disapointing me again... Now I know how Anyel probably feelt when I forgot to call all the time... So sorreh for that Anyel! But I've becomed better at that, haven't I?

Well, this was a sad journal, and right before x-mas to! Well, it feelt good to write all this down at least... Gonna write this in my diary to (dun write in it so often, guess it's gonna be happy! ) Hope nobody gets sad for reading this, and have a happy x-mas all who can! Now I need a hug... *sob* :cryes: Hope sleep will get me in a better mood for tomorrow, maybe I'll dream of Demon... That usuallt makes me feel better, he is one of the few lights in my world, without him and the other few I would fade away, don't wanna exist in this world no more... But I will hold on just because of my lights! Gonna write them here, hope that I won't forget someone, that would not be good!

¤Anyel, one of the brightest of my lights, luff ya 4 eva'!
¤Hettlz - You haven't heard so much of this "problems" of mine, but your fantastic job with our guild makes me so happeh! And you're suck a good friend!
¤Kegaki - It made me so happeh when you wanted to be my friend, they are so important for me now! That's why you made it to the list, but more things might come cause I've just meet you! ^^ (On DA I mean... ^^)
¤Demon - Even though you just exsist in my dreams and my mind, I luff ya. To visit my dreams is one of the things I like most now, and I'm always meeting you there
¤My mother, Sylvia - Cause you're one of the greatest mothers on earth, you understand me more than most mums understand their teenagers
¤Becca - The singel real friend eccept Anyel I feel that I have in real life... That I can recall right now anyway... You deserve a place here
¤Ludde, my dog - Animals understand when you're sad... That's true, even though he might be a little bad at showing he feels when I'm sad... At least he can make me smile...
¤Karin - I dun know how you will take my change or anything, but I remember you as one of the bestest friend a sad girl can have! Miss ya, can't wait untill you call next time!

Now I'm SHOURE I've forgotten someone... Well, I'll put them up here as soon as I remember! And, before I forget, a BIG to you ALL! Luff ya!

Will try to feel better when reading this funneh things from Peter Pan, but I dun think it will help... But read them you to! ^^

Funneh! ^^
Pan... You're Pink!? - Captain James Hook, Peter Pan
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I'd like to intruduce The Lost Boys... May I keep them? - Wendy Darling, Peter Pan
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Hook: Noooo, I won!
Peter Pan: You're old!
Hook: But I won!
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If you where me... I'd be ugly! - Peter Pan, while fighting Hook in the castle... ^^
George Darling: They haven't returned... Well, back to the dog-house... *lies down in Nanas doghouse*
Mrs Darling (can't remember her name): But George...
George: No, this is the place I belong... *takes doghouse to work and stuff, I was almost laughing myself to death! *


And remember, I'll make a piccy for the person who chatches my 800th pageview! Dun forget to take a screenshot and send it to me!

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